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Caring

by Thomas Reid

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1.
Eyes 01:48
There you were
 The look on your face
 While the scent of perfume
 Tries to mask our mistakes You blink too much
 Or at least that’s what it seems
 When I’m stuck in your eyes 
Until I crawl out or bleed I’m afraid of you 
Or at least myself
 And how I get when I’m around you
 And there’s nobody else You’re every shade of 
beautiful and it shows 
But I’m the shade stuck on your back
 When I watch you walk home There’s nobody like you
 But I wish there were five
 So maybe one of them would love me
 And the others would die I love you so much that it makes my heart blue
 Or at least that’s what I tell myself when I’m sleeping next to you
2.
I can't hold myself together when I'm all alone. I can't hold myself together unless I'm holding you.
3.
I don’t wanna stand up I like it here It’s so warm and safe There’s no more tears I’m afraid I’m gonna trip If I decide to get up So maybe I’ll just sit Think of all the ways I’ve messed up And it’s the normal things Like the way you sing And how you speak to me All this eye contact it leaves Me in a pile on the floor I hope it’s not too cold So we can sing some more I can put my mask on again So I can show all my friends The person they want to see That we both know they all need From me I’m sorry I can’t to the phone right now I’m in a pile on the floor And I’m not sure if I’m getting up
4.

Medicate the cut
 While sharpening the blade 
It’s always in my ear
It’s always in my face 
Here to fill me up
 To pour out the pain Take me away Tell me that I’m pretty
 Keep me wide awake 
It’s a fan of me and all my worst mistakes
 Keep me as a pet
A leesh to keep me tame But it pulls me so tight
 Around
My neck
 And I deserve 
Everything 
I get Promise me
 You’ll take us away 
Promise me 
You’ll take us away Hold my hand while we both jump to heaven
 Hold my hand while we both jump to heaven 
It doesn’t look so far from here
 Until we jump 
Until we fall And now we’re falling 
Now we’re falling
 Oh no
5.
Love You’re someone I lean on But I’m always held unsteadily your love’s the only remedy for what’s inside Lost Nobody’s searching for me Now I’m lost Nobody’s looking for me Love You’re all that I needed My heart is beating faster than my footsteps when I passed her as I ran away Lost Nobody’s searching for me Now I’m lost Nobody’s looking for me
6.
Quiet hallways, dim lights, with something to muster the pain 
Ice cold air with plenty to drink for more to pour from my brain
 Shuttered windows to block the glances from my piano keys 
Locked doors, completely alone, so no one is left to leave Perfect angles, no more dust, everything’s in its place. Can only concentrate once draw in my head can’t find a trace Turn off my phone, ignore any calls, pretend I don’t really care. Now to myself, pick up a pen, plenty of pain to share Recalling the sting, remembering laughs, and times that I bemoan 
Nowhere to go, no one to go back to, nothing like feeling alone 
Loss of confidence, loss of time, no need to stop now Continue the flow of thoughts so honest, soon I’ll be kicked out of town Happiness fades, old pains raise, loss and laughing through tears Just keep laughing, just keep writing, it’s never too late for cheers Now all to dust, I see it all now, but soon it may fade to black Although the thought of you may be fleeting, my pen always carves my way back So I will dwell, I will hate, I will abide in this state. Pick up my guitar, and sing of my terrible fate Mock it up to a career path, a life that I chose When perhaps I only do all this because I can’t let you go
7.
Sandcastle 03:00
I built us a sandcastle
 To survive the crashing waves
 And I hope you can see it 
Yeah I wish you could see it I couldn’t have made it without you
 It’s a home for both of us 
I’m afraid you don’t need it 
But I do Of course it’s a metaphor 
I was always full of those How was the wedding? 
I don’t really want to know I hope that you’re wonderful 
You deserve everything you’ve got This song is goodbye now
 It’s been enough time now
 For my sandcastle to dry
8.
Brother 02:46
But you'll always love me. You'll always love me.

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"Caring" is Thomas Reid's second full-length album. Every song represents an experience and is expressed through several different genres. The album's genre ranges from lofi hip-hop, to alternative singer-songwriter, to even some elctronic and hard rock influence, all while maintaining a lonely, isolated feeling.

Thank you for caring.

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released October 19, 2018

Everything written and produced by Thomas Reid except for the following:
"Missing" prod. by Teqkoi
"Holding" prod. by Ondi Vil
"Take Us Away" prod. by insomnia

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forever misunderstood.

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